Recently I had what might be considered an epiphany of sorts. It was more like a realization of how I approach love. What it would mean for me if I had a man's love and how it would truly be enough for me. Learning to love God more and more, and the beauty of His great love towards us has taught me that to have his love is better than all the riches in the world because all the riches in the world can not buy love. I'd rather he be poor and all he has to give is his love than he be rich and try to buy my love because all the possessions in the world would not suffice without his love and devotion. I don't ask for much but what I do ask is for his heart and all his love...
Of that realization comes this letter of sorts, or declaration. Whatever it may be, it is of my true nature what I want in life and love...

My Dearest,
I want your love. I want nothing else from you. I want no diamond rings, no pretty things. If I have your love then it is enough for me. If I have it and I know it is true then it is enough to sustain me forevermore. Do not worry about a house or all those nice things for there is nothing else in this life that shines quite like the light of your love. If I can have it for my own and you are mine then possibly what else could you give me better than your heart and your love?! It might be what other women want, but I am not them. Your love is all I ask of you. With it I can make a heaven in hell's despair. For out of your love, I will get all the nourishment I'll ever need. If it is mine there is no other treasure on this earth that comes close to comparing. I will love you and I wait (with great anticipation) giving it all to you. God knows who my heart belongs to and who He will entrust it to. I hope more than anything that it is you that He hands it to. I will love you and want for nothing else in this life but your love. Please do not take it away once you give it to me. For your love and light sustain me! Forever and for always...(you have stolen my heart)


Just a bit of revelation there...but that's the premise pretty much right there...